So my life continues , i had a damn good life, my parents trusted me, whatever i asked i got,( thankx ). So after the party Radhika was still in my mind. The next day as soon as i got up i was waiting for her to come back from school, i really went mad about her and ya we were in different schools. I called her up at 2 p.m and we talked and we talked. her voice was so so damn sweet and i knew that she liked me back, but was waiting for the write time. My friend Radhika kapoor ( the birthday girl ) was also her friend and acted as medium for us through which the things we could not tell each other directly , we told her to tell the other person. She was also like 'dude sid ask her out she is 24/7 talking about you'. Then after the first day after we meet we just talked on the phone and tried to express our feelings but couldn't happen. Then the second day i asked her out and as expected she said yes. Then the i was telling her how shit scared was i when i was asking her out cause i couldn't have taken another rejection ( i had got rejected 7 times before ). And plus such an amazingly beautiful girl saying yes to me ( i never let my girl come in between me and my friends and if they do i ... u can think made her shit herself ). So i got my first girl but after another 2 days just like all teen i tried my first cigarette and i was only 14. I tried them with my new friends living in my colony. They were the best , i had so much fun with them. I in my first drag was of the brand bensens . It was fine i pretty much liked it so i became a normal smokers. My girl , Radhika tried to stop me and she even made me swear on her that i would do it in a controlled manner but once i started it was hard to stop.
In my group there was the 'GORA' ( the guy was like my brother and was more fair then milk ) 'SIDDI' this was the nick name of my gud friend siddharth ( we had the same name ) 'MANAV and AKSHAY' ( siddi, manav, akshay were cousins and all 3 there rocked ) 'VARUN' ( he and siddi were the only 2 non-smokers in our group and tried to stop us from doin it ) and 'BHAVANI' ( he was a guy living in far from G.k but came to visit us very often.
this is the starting of a new life for me wit my new brotherhood. LOTS MORE TO TELL ABOUT MY COMPLICATED LIKE SO KEEP CHECKING MY BLOG

My Life

Today is an extremely happy day for me as I had finished my 8th grade . I am in my house just returned from school giving my life last HINDI exam as I had taken FRENCH as my 2nd language (big mistake).I was happy for two things , first was that Hindi was out of my life ( I HATED Hindi ) and the second was that, today I was going for a birthday of a very special friend’s of mine. It was Radhika’s birthday an she had invited me for a rain dance party at her place along wit my other friends.
Radhika and me had a long history. It was in fifth grade that I asked her out damn she was the first girl I like but she said NO ( heart broken). Of course she would say ‘no’ we are children and the worse thing was, she didn’t even know my name before we meet.
But as time passed by till 8th she knew my name n we had become friends. Her party was on the 17th march 2007 and I was supposed to pick up two friends on the way. One was Kartik sethi , my best friend till date and the other was Akshay Kumar my childhood friend. I picked them up early so we decided to go and have some fun. We went in my car to a place called pool 2006 to play pool. From there went to the party at Radhika’s house. Over there I saw something which I can truly state a blast from the past . It Radhika Gulati( she’s not the birthday girl Radhika ). She was a friend of Radhika(the BD girl). They both got me in a lot of trouble in the 6th grade over the phone. But believe me when I say she looked HOT , all wet and dancing (I know that is what is supposed to happen in a rain dance party but…..) We both had forgotten about each other but in that party we made a friendship and dude magic happened. We were dancing, talking, playing together. She was all over me while my friends didn’t do anything which was looking awkward. Then even they joined us and we had a blast. It was eight o’ clock in the night I had to go. We all were clicking photos just to remember the day and then there were the group photos and PERSONAL photos . I got a photo clicked with Radhika Gulati , took her no. and left after a short a short chat. I dropped my friends at their place and went home. Then the usual at home I reached my crib my dad had come back I changed my clothes I came down had dinner spent some time with family and then slept while watching my ipod.
My day was over but I didn’t know that in 9th would see what life , I would learn that what do parents mean by wrong company, how can a person like me , gifted in mathematics lose everything I one blink of the eye . SID IS LEARING TO LIVE