A Teenager's Decision

So my life continues , i had a damn good life, my parents trusted me, whatever i asked i got,( thankx ). So after the party Radhika was still in my mind. The next day as soon as i got up i was waiting for her to come back from school, i really went mad about her and ya we were in different schools. I called her up at 2 p.m and we talked and we talked. her voice was so so damn sweet and i knew that she liked me back, but was waiting for the write time. My friend Radhika kapoor ( the birthday girl ) was also her friend and acted as medium for us through which the things we could not tell each other directly , we told her to tell the other person. She was also like 'dude sid ask her out she is 24/7 talking about you'. Then after the first day after we meet we just talked on the phone and tried to express our feelings but couldn't happen. Then the second day i asked her out and as expected she said yes. Then the i was telling her how shit scared was i when i was asking her out cause i couldn't have taken another rejection ( i had got rejected 7 times before ). And plus such an amazingly beautiful girl saying yes to me ( i never let my girl come in between me and my friends and if they do i ... u can think made her shit herself ). So i got my first girl but after another 2 days just like all teen i tried my first cigarette and i was only 14. I tried them with my new friends living in my colony. They were the best , i had so much fun with them. I in my first drag was of the brand bensens . It was fine i pretty much liked it so i became a normal smokers. My girl , Radhika tried to stop me and she even made me swear on her that i would do it in a controlled manner but once i started it was hard to stop.
In my group there was the 'GORA' ( the guy was like my brother and was more fair then milk ) 'SIDDI' this was the nick name of my gud friend siddharth ( we had the same name ) 'MANAV and AKSHAY' ( siddi, manav, akshay were cousins and all 3 there rocked ) 'VARUN' ( he and siddi were the only 2 non-smokers in our group and tried to stop us from doin it ) and 'BHAVANI' ( he was a guy living in far from G.k but came to visit us very often.
this is the starting of a new life for me wit my new brotherhood. LOTS MORE TO TELL ABOUT MY COMPLICATED LIKE SO KEEP CHECKING MY BLOG